Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Holiday making me go CRAZY !!!

yup ... as the title said this holiday really get me sicker, crazier, lazier and no more time for me to do my revision ... as my mother is not here ... it was a big mistake actually ... well she shouldn't mad at me when she came back from kampung and she better don't ask me why ... doing to much washing at home ... really makes my hand peeled off ... i mean the skin just dried up and it feels so itchy ... DAMN i hate so much ...

well, i think quite a lot this holidays ... recall back what i've done wrong at school ... and I was trying to forget 'bout him but i just can't do it ... i keep try to remain distance from him ... i know he has been doing good for me ... and it's time for me to pay him back all the good things that he had done to me ... and while the other guy, hhhmmmmm ... wanna know who ??? well IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS !!! ahahaha ... sorry guys really can't tell you about this ... well i absolutely never mentioned about his name in my blog ... and the only person who knew about this are only God and me ... ahahahaha ... well the second guy, really making me fall for him more ... i love his style, not too thin and not too short ... i guess we have the same interest that is in dancing ... wow ... love his dancing so much ... full of energy and charisma ... that's what i like ...

these days, since mom left home to Mukah, my cat, Chimew getting more sicker ... MAN !! i though he was going to end his life ... but i try to help him ... maklumlah sudah tua ... yup ... that cat alone came to our house and 'meow' in front of our house ... and i still remember that day ... it was Sunday 2007 if was not mistaken ... he was still young, small, cute and got his innocent faces on it ... and that morning, my mom quicky wake me up and tells me that there's a cat IN our house ... and you know how happy i was ... wow ... can't believe it ...

then my cousin from my mother's relatives came here and it's already one month since she's with us here in Kuching ... well she's just finish her study at KML, Labuan ... wow ... it was amazing to hear their story of how they live there, how they study, dressing, living and it is totally fun !!! i really wanted to go there ... but first i want to know in which major i wanted ... after that, we bring her to go around the Kuching ... when we go to Boulevard, sana kan ada penimbang berat ... so kami dua try lah ... 20 cent person each ... when she get up on the scale well the weight is kept secret ... while me, i was really hoping that i can gain more weight up to 50+ kg ... but in fact it shows 48 kg only
!!! why ??? because i used to dance a lot at my living room ... you know a way to decrease your weight is dance and dance and dance and dance ... wow ... never think that it works on me ...

and so guys ... i've been typing to much there ... and i guess that's all lah ... bye !!!
... Happy Holiday ...

Monday, May 17, 2010

Exams !!!

Finally!!! The day has come ...
Exam - I can have a short nap while waiting for the bell to ring
Exam - I can see my improvement
Exam - I can show my skills in solving problems
Exam - I can go crazy especially during History paper
Exam - Make my adrenaline rush while doing Chemistry and Physics

wow ... so many things can happen during exams ... I know it really makes me tired and sometimes bored but I kindda like it though ...

I keep study and study to achieve my target ...

"GO AHEAD, STAY AHEAD"

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Normal

I wish I can have those feelings that I've been keeping before ...
and again, I was hoping if you can understand this feeling ...
whenever I into that eyes that keep staring at me,
really makes me insane ...

Wanna have a happy times like last time ...
it's so hard to find a person like you ...
and your name will be never erased from my heart ...

Seeing you smile from a far is not enough for me to have you in me ...
I shouldn't have ignoring you ...
or .... (to be continue)

Friday, April 23, 2010

♫ ♪ You Are My All In All ♪ ♫


You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

What Goes Around Comes Around

so, like the title says 'what goes around, comes around' meaning the things that I really want to forget then suddenly happen again ...
I should have say this, but it's true ...
that 'she' says that 'she' likes 'him' ... so I can't prevent it because everyone deserves it in their lives ...
I'm happy to hear 'she' says that ... but just now I still see the same old 'he' ...
this story is way to complicated to explain actually ...
well I'll keep it for myself saja lah ...

I don't want to bother about it anymore, but still the feeling that I want it to go away suddenly came back ... oh my ... what should I do ???
but for this time being I want to concentrate to my study, extra class, my KK and etc ...
want to get rid all of these school activities to finish ... I hardly study because of it ... it's okay, INSTALLATION and DISCHARGE of PREFECT 10/11 is coming soon ...
can't wait to discharge of being prefect ... quite tiring for all of us especially we will have to face this SPM lagi ...
my gosh ...

yay !!! can't wait for my cousin come here ... wanna hear her story and ask her about lots of things ... hope it will be fun to have her here and bring her jalan-jalan in Kuching ... YES !!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Annoying or Jealous

so just now at school, I take over the PA for the morning assembly ...
and so 'he' also there ...
and it was unexpected when the 'she' suddenly came into the bilik guru also ...
and I was wondering why ... and actually she just want to be near to the 'he' ...
its like DiGi one ... I will follow you lah ...
but not too obvious ... she's making it more real ...
during the Bio class also me go crazy ... like what XP

and just now we were asked to choose the calon pengawas to try to do our duty like reading the prayer for the morning assembly ...
so me and Daisy also choose lah ...
then, for today one, we choose Rocky ...
quite good also ... but need to survey more lah ...
I see the confidence in him ... hmmm ... good ...
and make sure he keep it up ... FIGHTING !!!

so this Saturday, bring our parents to school for Hari Permuafakatan with the class teacher and also go and get the buku laporan ...
WHAT !!! teacher say must wear school uniform ... why ??? haiyo ... me don't care ... I wanna use the prefect t-shirt one ...
TO INFINITY and BEYOND !!!

quite busy lah ... dealing with the kelas tambahan ...
doing the peka lah ...
tuition lah ...
wow ... too tired ... but have to tahan also ... for my future bah ...

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Money $$$ ...

so this year my parents are dealing with their expenditure and that is because for our tuition fee just because that is the only way they can help us in achieve our dreams and they want to see us success in life ... when my mother said that, I was touched ... because their parent were unable to give them(my parent) anything that they wanted but only able to give them love and education in which until now I'm very thankful to both of my parents that they never tired to sent us to tuition, pick us from tuition, sent us to school and also give us what we needed and the most thing that is called LOVE ...