Holiday -.-

Holiday really tiring for my mum especially and also not to forget to me myself ...

and yes it does ..

so this coming 28 Dec my friends and I was going to attend a prom night !!!

woooo hoooo !!!

thanks for my mum for the dress and everything !!!

No more STRESS !!!

yay !!! SPM has passed !!! no more stress ... but there's a bit left here for the result especially !!!

Bye Bye SPM !!!

Holiday Again !!!

Monday, Sept 13 - 1000 hour

well Malaysia is known for it's multicultural ...

so when it comes to any celebration, meaning = HOLIDAY !!!

and the same thing happens

to me again where I will have to deal with all the houseworks here

... and make my left hand's fingers all dried and cracked ...why???

because I have to wash dishes, laundry and etc !!!

this driving me NUTS !!! It's hard for me to write with fingers like that ... plus, tonight I have to go for a Physics tuition and my fingers got really pain when it exposed to air-cond especially ...

I only have 45% focus on my study ... and the rest is entertainment and house works ...

that's it ... I wish to have a guy that really can do house works, can cook delicious food, and understands me well, caring, loving and a person who can help others whenever people needs help ... and not to forget he must be funny enough to crack me up all day long ... and plus, I want he to be an outgoing person, spontaneous, clean, always alert, adventurous and soft ...

as conclusion he must be reliable ...

that's all for today ... hmmm ... hope my fingers get well soon ...

All The Best To Me

... August 20, Friday ...

this night I want to sleep quite late, and study my Biology ...

then, go on with my Additional Mathematics ...

Chemistry , then Physics ...

...

thanks to Super Junior ...

...

I won't be bored whenever I want to study ...

for the music that the gave me inspiration and energy ...

better get my engine start !!!

FIGHTING !!!

tension !!!

okay, straight to the point i'm worry right now ... why ??? SPM lah ...

* speechless *

SPM trial exam is coming ... so i gotta do my best for it ... I can't reverse the time and retake the exam ... I need TIME, SPACE and MUSIC ... I just can't study like that only ... I need someone who can study with me ... with Daisy, uuhhhmmm, too far, Fyie, uuhhhmmm ... don't know how to say already ... if everyday I have to face KK then, how can I study ... why must the Form 5 also yang kena attend KK frequently ... don't they know, it's just wasting of time but not all lah ...

now, I don't have much time to do my homeworks either ...

0630 - 1245 = school time

1330 - 1500 = extra class

1500 - 1730 = rest / cleaning / tea-break

1800 - 2000 = tuition

2100 - 0530 = sleep

I hate it !!!

why must got KK ??? and why must take too much until 3 ???

I'm Science students ... PHYSICS, CHEMISTRY, BIOLOGY,ADD MATH is more difficult than ART, GEOGRAPHY, ACCOUNTANCY bah ... don't they realize that ???

Happy + Jealous = ???

teenagers nowadays, well also including me do have to face those feelings ... for me, that feeling turn into STRESS ... that's odd ... we just can't avert that feeling as it comes naturally ...

well, in my case those feelings just like typhoon in me ... and it's hard for me to control them ... but with my friends by my side I feel good again ... SINGLE is good only for temporary period for us students ... LOVE is not going anywhere ... God knows everything ... He'll give someone who is more special and better for me ... I trust Him ...

we can't force LOVE ... LOVE cannot be shown by kissing, hugging each other ... its to see how we care for someone that we love and never let them hurt by us ... show them how you care about them and living a SINGLE live doesn't mean you will be LONELY ... people around you still care and love you more than you know ...

and being HAPPY seeing your love ones beloved and live with their love ones and there is NO POINT for you to be JEALOUS and instead you want them to live happily ever after ... let they live with their own way ...

SPM is coming soon AAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!

wow ... I still can study when I was in Form 3 ... but this year ... waaaaa ... lot of things going on ... the KK stuff really buat KACAU lah ...

and this is our last year as a SENIOR in Form 5 ... i'm gonna miss how we have to wait for our turn during recess just to buy foods ...

we'll be free after SPM ... no more stay until evening for the extra class, the KK and after SPM ... I can't wait to take the driving license and roaming around the city with my friends ... ahahahaha ...

but the main point now here is the SPM ...

SPM is the most scariest things ever in my life ...

the subject increase ... and plus, we are the Science students ...

so far Physics, Chemistry, Biology I can go along very well ...

But I want to pass my Pendidikan Moral, Bahasa Malaysia, Mathematics and Additional Mathematics ...

I'm still struggling with my Additional Mathematics and my Mathematics ...

I really want them to get a least A or B+ ...

and not to forget my Pendidikan Moral with the 36 definisi and the nilai also ...

no more KK ... hope I can study quite well ... and think for my future and my dreams also ...