Friday, July 30, 2010

Happy + Jealous = ???

teenagers nowadays, well also including me do have to face those feelings ... for me, that feeling turn into STRESS ... that's odd ... we just can't avert that feeling as it comes naturally ...

well, in my case those feelings just like typhoon in me ... and it's hard for me to control them ... but with my friends by my side I feel good again ... SINGLE is good only for temporary period for us students ... LOVE is not going anywhere ... God knows everything ... He'll give someone who is more special and better for me ... I trust Him ...

we can't force LOVE ... LOVE cannot be shown by kissing, hugging each other ... its to see how we care for someone that we love and never let them hurt by us ... show them how you care about them and living a SINGLE live doesn't mean you will be LONELY ... people around you still care and love you more than you know ...

and being HAPPY seeing your love ones beloved and live with their love ones and there is NO POINT for you to be JEALOUS and instead you want them to live happily ever after ... let they live with their own way ...




SPM is coming soon AAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!

wow ... I still can study when I was in Form 3 ... but this year ... waaaaa ... lot of things going on ... the KK stuff really buat KACAU lah ...
and this is our last year as a SENIOR in Form 5 ... i'm gonna miss how we have to wait for our turn during recess just to buy foods ...
we'll be free after SPM ... no more stay until evening for the extra class, the KK and after SPM ... I can't wait to take the driving license and roaming around the city with my friends ... ahahahaha ...

but the main point now here is the SPM ...
SPM is the most scariest things ever in my life ...
the subject increase ... and plus, we are the Science students ...
so far Physics, Chemistry, Biology I can go along very well ...
But I want to pass my Pendidikan Moral, Bahasa Malaysia, Mathematics and Additional Mathematics ...
I'm still struggling with my Additional Mathematics and my Mathematics ...
I really want them to get a least A or B+ ...
and not to forget my Pendidikan Moral with the 36 definisi and the nilai also ...

no more KK ... hope I can study quite well ... and think for my future and my dreams also ...